Do we need their votes…does it give us confidence to have many friends? I try to look for an explaination within myself. What do I need, crave from them…that i need to surround myself with people…fill my time with people. why is one person or two enough.

Theories:
-Well I do have commitment phobia. This in and of itself is not unique..many people do.
-I also learn from people though. I need that constant stream of people to feed what I already know about people and their individual thought…to be reminded of real feelings, thoughts and emotions that others go through.
-A part of me needs to be relied upon
-I like the variety…might be back to commitment phobia
-And I get joy out of bringing the happiness out of people…that they seem to reach new levels of around me.

But I have got to do a better job of leaving room for myself…not getting squished..cause that defeats the purpose of being free in that way…

that thing that makes me free, binding me.
And I

I’m supposed to go through all that, and HOPE that I like the theme? And if I don’t, I gotta trick-f*&k some config files to get back to the original?

No. It would never be as simple as providing a gui interface to change the theme, now would it?